I just heard that my friend hates me ... hmm... i guess i would have seen that coming since what i have done wasnt really nice. Sometimes its really hard losing a friend just like that even though everyone was like bffs but then when friendships get broken apart, the nice things that were done or the help that was given instead of me studying or how much u cared for the person doesnt really mean a thing anymore or it is not considered before the friend ends ties with u, hates just overwhelms all the things that u do. Guess sometimes being too nice was something that should be regretted, instead of wasting time helping people i should have been studying. My friend was never selfish... no no.. dont want to say that... just had lots of problems that made that friend lost and i understood and i never took it at heart and even now after finding out that the friend hates me i still dont take it heart, cause no matter wat we all have our own personalities and beliefs. Things happen for a reason i would say, interesting it maybe or sometimes a turn of events but things happen and its always a decision that we all have to make whether it would be beneficial or not and i would say i made the right choice in just letting this friend make his/her own decision and that decision has been made.

Belief you me, i really did care alot for this friend and sometimes worried about this friend but then never liked to show it cause i felt creating a too close of a bond would make people jealous or hurt people if they misunderstood... so i kept my distance... just like a guardian angel.. haha making myself look good now arent i.. haha but tats my own belief and since this is my own blog im allowed to say it.. bluek.. haha anywayz... not that much of a guardian angel, i just cared.. but sometimes i feel i cared too much till i was blind and most probably became stupid.. cause i always tried to avoid looking too close when i get close by saying something stupid that end up hurting people and that was a regretful thing but i didnt have a choice i had to play the bad guy it was the only way... It was the only way to make a person learn something ( at least i tot it would help) .. by teasing, correcting the english with teasing and keep on repeating it, as the phrase goes "a way to learn is to feel humiliated" ..

Anywayz, no point talking about it, just can only say goodbye and move on right? lolz .... hopefully as time past things will heal but i do wish this friend a good future and a goood life ahead .. no matter wat this friend will always be my sibling and siblings will never be broken no matter what decisions are made cause its my decision. Jason k signing off.. :)


oh btw, i chose the song journey cause not only is it nice but it represents our life before we meet god... and it is a long long journey with many learning experiences on the way.... and its great that we are on this journey before me meet our creator.. :)

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Jason K

30-11-1988
Currently studying in Monash University, Caufield
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+ A Girlfriend to be there for me
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