Friday, August 22, 2008
goodbye;
Mistakes that i have learned
Hello everyone, its really been a busy semester for me as i am now m involved in more activities and also got assignments coming in... Pretty much a busy life now.. oh well, at least im still enjoying it at the same time.. Anywayz.. this post is gonna be short.. and dont worry.. its not really an emo post.. its nothing really.. i finally realised my problem after trying to help a friend get over her own problems.. While i was helping her and also listening to her problems, i thought to myself.. maybe that was what i did wrong in my own relationship.. Basically... i just had bad communications with my ex; not only did i not trust her but i always thought when girls had problems with their boyfriends they would tell them.. guess not everybody does that do they? My friend told me that they are reasons why girls dont like to tell their boyfriends what the problem was and the reason was, they wanted their boyfriends to know what were their problems and care for them even more.. Well guess it somehow is true one way or another... Thats why i said, im really basically a noob at relationships.. can't believe i really let my dream girl just slip away like that just because of the communications problems... Oh well... i guess the past is the past huh?
Friends have told me not to give up if u really think that she is my dream girl, but... sometimes... i just don't want to drag her down anymore... all i want her is to have a happy life and like i said a million times.. if she would be happiest without me then so be it.. i don't want to force her to love me.. i always be who i really am.. even though how much i change and the truth is that i will always love her through thick and thin... she was that one special person that i could never ever forget, even though i have different targets at the moment but its only cause i want to fill that loneliness that i have suffered through the years growing up..
People think that not having siblings is quite fun but actually really depends on ur own personality.. i didnt really like to be alone.. i rather have another brother or sister like what my cousins have... its just my perspective of life.. another blood line with u side by side as we grow into adulthood.... It would have been really great.. Well.. anyways.. i dont have one.. so moving on.. hahhaa.. Just want to tell everyone.. love ur siblings, its really great to have one even if u dont talk or hang with them much... dont regret.. just love... :), I know many people do.. like my friend Karina, a great family with awesome siblings....
Anywayz, like a poem that my ex wrote for me,
"If i had a single flower for everytime i thinked about you,
I could walk forever in my garden!! "
and i like i use to tell her........ I STILL AM WALKING IN THAT GARDEN!!.....and always will be..
Anywayz.., think thats all for now.. will try to post about my new adventures in Aussy soon... just too busy.. XD..so tats all for now.. take care everyone.. i miss all of u.. hope to see u all soon.. ciaoz.. JasonK signing off.. :)
ilovedyou;
9:57 PM
9:57 PM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
goodbye;
mOuNt Buller Trip
Hey everyone.. another adventure post from aussy... As u all know.. its winter here in Aussyland.. although in the city it doesnt snow... but it does snow on the mountains.. woohoo!! Really had a super fun trip, especially when u get to meet new people and when u go with friends.. nothing much to talk about really.. just got to experience a really snow storm and got to see the best snowfall a person could really see...
Anywayz... i went to mount buller on 2 weekends.. yes.. just loved it.. actually i made promises which caused me to go for both and spend tons of money on it.. now im freaking broke actually.. lolz.. Anyways.. the first weekend, i went up with my cousin and his friends... and my friends were already up there so thats what made me to want to go up there even more and i never regretted one single bit of it.. day one basically was departing at 4am..... and reaching there at 10am to start skiing.. as i had skiied before from my beijing trip.. i decided to try my skills.. and little did i know, in beijing, i didnt learn how to get on the lifts withs skis.. so i basically slipped and slided all over the place and nearly got hit by the ski lift as i was about to get out of it.. luckily none of my friends were there to take videos of me..that was only the getting on part.. but the worse part came when i had to get off... it was actually perfect.. but there was a small hill after the lift... so... instead of stopping and vearing to the side... i actually when down the hill and banged the post.. damn embarassing... later on i went to try the real slope.... woah.... that beijing instructor that taught me how to stop should have been shot.... cause u know what... i tried the technique.. and i ended up zooming down the hill... i was like.... WTF!!!!!!(*at the same time in my mind was wheeeeeeeeeeeeee*).. and had to force myself to fall down cause there were so many people.. anywayz.. wont say anymore or else it would be super long... anywayz.. story was.. i went back down the mountain to have a good sleep and came back up the next day... the only difference this time is that, there was a snow storm on that day.. so i met up with my uni friends(*FINALLY*) and went to have some archery lessons and rock climbing fun.. and it was really fun.. the boys had some archery competition to see who can shoot the target and get the highest score... i got second.. woohoo!! prozz... haha.. but rock climbing i got last... =.=" .. i am a noob.. no choice.. haha.. later on,i followed them back to the monash uni lodge.. pretty nice place and met more friends there.. we just sat there and chit-chatted and build some snowman and had a snowball fight outside the lodge.. realy realy fun..
Then came the second weekend.... even better.. this time i snowboarded and i took some lessons.. so it was pretty cool although, at the end of the day i had a numb feeling on my left thigh... but guess its still worth it in a way.. XD .. It all began with snowboarding then i went trekking with the girls and took a lift ride which was about 15 minutes long and then later when we went back.. the best snowfall i had ever seen.... really a perfect day.. Im still wishing for a chance to go back there but guess i can only do it next year when i saved enough money to go....
Anywayz.. another long post... sorry.. haha... still cant think of how to summarise it... just want to tell u all the whole story and the fun that i had on the mountains.. I guess in summary.. all i can say is AWESOME!!!!!
ANywayz.. thats all i have to say about the snow trip .. enjoy ur week guys and gals.. ciaoz.. jason k signing off..
ilovedyou;
10:18 AM
10:18 AM
