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Thursday, February 11, 2010
goodbye;

THis post is an apology for the last post i typed. I typed it out of frustration and that is what i really felt.. the money thing wasnt the issue.... it was the friendship. i dont care if the friend's friend is angry with me for what i said in the last post and apparently called making stories but what i really felt was the lost in friendship. Is it wrong for me to explain how i feel and which i really do feel on my own blog? I can admit that i typed some stuff that were out of contacts and im sorry about that.. but truthfully.... since coming back to australia, i felt that i was treated like a normal friend by my friend after all the things that we have had gone through in australia. i visited my friend and there wasnt much chit chat between me and my friend. Only chat with my other friend. Other than that, my intention of surprising my friend by appearing infront of my friend's house was taken to what i feel... and I FEEL.. (dont misunderstand me) is that he/she was not surprised at all, there was nothing... that was my first heratbreak i would say.... from then on, it got worse and worse and my anger got to me and i really was at an all time low. Guess all this while, i wasnt really a best friend i was just a normal friend. I knew that my friend cared for me sometimes and i really thank he/she for that but really since coming back to malaysia, i really never felt that anymore, it was like everything was left back in australia. It was like a whole new world, a new friendship... and that is why i changed.. i stopped talking.. i came angry... i couldnt care less anymore.

Anywayz.. forget it... what has been done had been done, i started it all and i take responsibility for my actions and i have already taken off my last post and sincerely apologize to this friend. If he or she wants to accept it, its my friend's decision. Its going to be CNY already anywayz, i just want to forget everything and move in to the new year.. it is time to forgive and forget and really start a new year. Since typing the last post i have realised my mistake and at least i cooled down, so now i ask u would U??

TO MY FRIEND:
Hope u dont misunderstand my whole post. if u think what i have typed was wrong then let me know.. cause i was just typing how i feel..

ilovedyou;
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