Saturday, May 10, 2008
goodbye;
Look at how indulged they are with their crepes, jeane had nutella and xin nee had strawberry crepe... had another name...just lazy to type it out.. ( ABOVE AND BOTTOM)
Chilling out week
Hello everyone!!! Hope u all are doing great... Cause im not... freaking assignments... what freaking university does so much assignments??!!!!...... in fact.. what job does so many freaking assingments.... no time to study for the exam at all... M i going to get screwed or what... damn.... ANywayz... today was a day to rest from the hectic life and me and Alvin treated Jeane and Xin nee lunch, one reason was because Jeane's B'day just past so we wanted to treat her.... and well... we treated xin nee.. cause.... hmm... its a secret... shh... haha.. XD... Welll didnt mind treating them cause havent seen them in a long time... and since i didnt have a gf to treat.... i just wanted to spend on them instead.... even tho im not rich... its just something i wanted to do since i didnt get any present for Jeane. Anywayz.. we went to a place called A1 cafe where they served... a rice dish with omelette and meat... and it was pretty good i might say..a bit like nasi pataya.. but its chinese version , with roast pork , roast chicken and whatever u want inside.. i had the meat and seafood combination which comprised of chicken meat, char siew and 2 prawns... guess.. prawns are the only seafood in the world now... LOLZ.. After lunch, we went to the supermarket as Jeane and Xin nee wanted to buy groceries... and then we went to the Coles supermarket.. ( like Giant) to buy more stuff, while the were busy shopping.. i was on the other hand busy fidling with the plaster to put on my hand because of injuries from badminton... i actually wasted 2 of xin nee's plaster.. lolz.. the first one was wasted because i pasted it wrongly.. yes.. im a noob... thats why i need a gf to help me!!!.. lolz.. the second one.. well.. was because while trying to tear off the paper wrapping of the plaster.. i accidentally tore the plaster into two halfs (shh.. dont tell xin nee this either.. she will kill me...=P) , so had to suffer with the expose wound.. damn, it was sooo funny and then xin nee gave me a look as if she knew that i did something stupid, but didnt say anything.. luckily.. pheew!! HAHA!! ..... pretty much grocery shopping the whole afternoon.. and then we went to a crepe place... to eat dessert.... Well i didnt have any.. but the girls did.... Havent tried crepes yet.. so cant describe how good it is... i was full... so couldnt be bothered of tasting theirs... Lolz.. and later on me and Alvin left the girls to do our own shopping ourselves.. more of Alvin going shopping than me... he wanted to buy a watch... an expensive one... LOlZ.. so basically walked the whole city to find his watch and when we found the shop.. it was closed.. =.=" so sad.... so we went to have coffee instead.. max brener's super coffee place to hang out.. love that place... :) and then we had to find dinner.. which was ramen and sake... we had sake cause it was damn cheap at 6 aussy dollars for a bottle.. which was pretty reasonable to us... and it kept us warm from the cold weather.. so why not?? HEHE....... wish i had a gf to stop me from consuming too much alcohol..................... YEAH RIGHT!!! Alcohol rockzzzzzzzz.... XD but dont drink it often.... just when i find cheap ones... :)
Seriously, i really wish i had a gf to keep me in a straight line.... im starting to veer off to a not sooo good side... i still wish xin nee was with me... haizz... oh well.. guess i cant expect people to be there all the time to guide me huh.... Too much influence from friends here that are causing me to start swearing again... but still not as much... but yeah.. i need somebody to guide me through life.... I NEED XIN NEE!!!!! Talking about fate screwing up my relationship with her.. but fate did a lot of stuff yesterday... for me to notice at least... Like yesterday.. i was suppose to go to the city to meet up with all of them.. but when i reached the tram stop... i saw the tram leave right in front of me... and the next one was another 30 minutes waiting time... so i decided to take the bus to the next tram stop at Sydney road... and when i got there, the tram was also right in front of my eyes.. leaving....i was like... wat the.. hell...... wats wrong with my luck today.. so thought maybe i should try the train just 5 minutes walk.. when i turned around.. i could see the train just pulling into the station from far away... then i started swearing big time... no la.. just kidding.... i just kept on thinking whether i should go to the city or not.. since it was already 130 and i was suppose to meet them at that time... but something told me to take the tram and just chill out... so i followed it... and i got on the next tram... i started taking pictures of the trees in Parkville to let u all see when suddenly, the tram stopped in front of IH ( the place where xin nee and Jeane are stying) and i noticed somebody familiar.. It was xin nee... i thought maybe it was just a coincidence but later i found out that she also missed the tram when she got out of her hostel..... then it hit me.. if whether fate or god is doing something.... I mean out of the hundreds of trams and the time... it wouldnt be so accurate to be able to bump into each other just like that.... and u know what... while we were sitting together in the tram going to the city... the only songs that played on my phone were love songs and the chinese songs that we used to listen during our MUFY years.... in my mind... it was either i had a bad day... or this was all planned or something... Its amazing how things can turn up this way... but u know what..... Im still a pussy... i never had the guts to tell her how i feel in front of her.. never dare to confront her.. .maybe im a LOSER thats why she left me......... I still love her smile... it melts my broken heart everytime she does that... I dont care what people say about her... To me.. she is the one i love... and i should have told my parents about her... im so proud to tell my uni friends here in Australia that i think she is cute and i still love her... Haizz... Too bad for me that i lost her... i was never the same again when she left me... even now.. i realise that im no more who i used to be... a brave guy, a guy that loves to joke..... ive lost everything... because i lost my star.. i lost my map... i lost my direction in life... i know its emo... but i just cant help it..... IM JUST LOST!! i seriously need a gf.. LOLZ... Its torturing going through this... but as long as Xin nee is happy... then... ill just suffer in silence...
Anywayz.. thats all for this week.. ill be busy next week with a wave of assignments.. which i dont know if i can finish or not.. lolz... but see how it goes.. and i believe god will guide me through this.. :) Below are pictures of the autumn season in Australia... i took in on the tram, so it doesnt look tooo nice.... its just a preview to entice u all to come here to see it for yourselves.. :) . If i have the time to go take better pics, i will... so anywayz.. hope u all have a great week... hope to chat with some of u all soon.. and type in the chatterbox if u all ever visit my blog... the chatterbox looks sooooo lonely... lolz.. anywayz... ciao guys and gals and have a nice day!!!!! jasonk signing off from Melbourne in the Season of Golden leaves....:)
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