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Friday, May 30, 2008

goodbye;

Me at 6 AM!!! STONED!!! TIRED AND SLEEPY!!! LOLZ..

The Sermon.. very funny... :)

Another part of the sermon.. sorry that its not clear... sitting very far..

Singing performance.. :)

Supper.... :) yum!!! The girls.. telling their stories.. chatting.. having fun.. The others havent arrived yet

The guys... sitting in a row.. looking at the girls... like love sick puppies... haha.. XD

THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE

Hey folks... exams are coming eh.... well good luck to you all and may god bless u all always whether u belief in him or not.... I know everybody dreads exams and stresses when exams come near.. but for me.. i suddenly.. just feel relaxed and happy.. you all must be calling be crazy or something.. but thats how i feel... Guess attending the Come Celebrate held by PlanetShakers gave me a refreshing jump start to worship god to the fullest and be fully recharged not only to follow him but to also try my best in the exams and just go with the flow... although there is some stress there.. but.. at least i feel happy..THAANK YOU GOD!!! As i promised some of my friends.. i will try my very best to stay in aussy as long as i can until they come and then ill go back to Malaysia to study... XP . Just Kidding.. how can i leave a great place like this... It is true that Australia can be a boring place at night but it really depends how u want to look at it... For me.. i know how to find fun at night... so it doesnt really bother me.. so yeah.. dont miss Malaysia yet.. wahaha.. just miss my friends.. I guess now because its still cold here that i dont mind it... but when summer comes.. ill most probably misss Malaysia..

Anywayz, been ranting out of topic too much.. U know why Friday was the happiest day of my life?? Cause, well lets start a chronology of Friday:

6 AM - woke up.....almost died of lack of sleep...... but still woke up anywayz..

7AM - climbed a hill to the tram stop at the top of the hill( as if lack of sleep wasnt enough.. had to climb hill some more)

8AM - Train reaches the Caufield campus... Feel sick and tired and hungry.... drinks coffee... energy flows through body.. start feeling horny.....err.. i mean.. energetic.... yeah... energetic.. thats the word.... goes straight to the library... to play games on the computer.... (*oh come on people.. its too early to study.. whats wrong with u all nerds... XD ) ...

10 minutes later of saying that i was playing games..........

8.30AM - Feels guilty... goes study... but.. just stones in the studying place..... looking at the book... but mind still turned off............

9.00 AM - Totally stoned/horny/energetic/bored/tired....... yet... i still couldnt get anything into my mind.. so went to use the computer instead.. XP

12.00PM - Goes to have lunch.... yes.. no studying at all from 9 - 12... XD and yes.... on the computer the whole time........ feeling stoned and horny and energetic and .......well u know the rest.. XD

1.00Pm - Feeling full from KFC ( im soooo gonna come fat)... stoned, less energetic, still horny, feeling a bit high now... went for class to see my lame tutor who cant teach and a class with no hot girls in them..... haizz.. (*dissapointed*)

2.00 PM - rushes to lecture......(*who m i kidding.. who rushes to lecture??*) took my own sweet time to lecture... waited for my friends to stop smoking.. was standing far away when they did that....

15 minutes later....

2.15Pm - Reaches the lecture hall and listens to lecture while playing with phone and smsing my friends.. =P.... after half an hour... just sat in the lecture hall stoned... listening to the lecturer tell us about the exam....

3.30 PM - Lecture finished early.. (*shouts for joy*) Last lecture.... so (*shouts for joy again*)... went for lunch..... did i say i ate just now?? u all saw wrongly... go read again.... XP

4.30PM - Goes to library to study with my friend Ernest, an hour later.. my other friend Seck comes and joins us...

5.45PM - Had to leave for the city to have dinner with my friends.. and yes... had to leave my friend Seck behind.. last minute had changes in plan... and he didnt want to go to the city... so he stayed back to study...

7.00 PM - Reached the city.. went to have dinner... ate in claypot king... not bad kind of food.....

7.30 PM - Still eating dinner... at the same time my friends were persuading me to go to this PlanetShakers concert... felt guilty caused didnt study much today.... and i kept on saying no...... and they continued to persuade me to go..

7.45 PM - I was at the concert.. =.=".... why??? i dont know why... i was dragged........ had to fill in name and pay 5 ausssy dollars...

8.00 PM - Was partying away in the Come celebrate concert.. watched one of my friends dancing on stage.... damn.. he was good..... continued partying for GOD... worshiping him to the MAX... sang so loud until got sore throat but went on shouting all the way..... listened to the hilarious sermon by the pastor for about half an hour... and then continued to party all night long!!! Met many other friends there as well from different countries...

9-ish PM - Didnt know what time... was still high from the concert... (*still humming the wonderful songs*) went out to wait for my friends to gather... chatted out there... and saw XIN NEE... but since she was with her friends and busy hiding away from me... didnt bother to say hi... so i followed her by being a jerk and didnt say anything.... oh well.. its not my fault... dont really give a fuck (DOnt know whats her problem also) ... saw a few of the MUFY girls who studied in KL last year.. went to chat with them.. was surprised they were there.. or even in Australia... the reason that i didnt know was because we were not really close..... (*so was super hyped when i saw them*).. so chatted with them for a while.... Most of my friends came out.. and we went to have a second dinner... oh no.. its not second dinner.. it was supper... =P

10PM - just had 4 colour drink from the Thai shop ... forgot the shops name.. wasnt paying attention.. busy chatting away/ sms-ing friends and my special friend.... (told u all i have a new target.. =P). ...

11PM - Headed for home.... walked up the hill to the tram stop all happy and high and still humming away the rock-iest concert.....

12PM - reached home.... slept immediately after replying some smses...

There..my happy life on Friday... it looks a pretty normal day to u all.. but it was special to me.. not because of my boring day here.. but it was what i have overcome and i wasnt emo anymore.. i was actually enjoying myself to the max... all the way... even my ex being there didnt stop me from having fun or turn my mood around... it just made me more happy that i am over the heart break..... its time to move on .... the best part was... i HAD TONS OF FUN!!!! and made more friends... alcohol was just missing that day.. but who needed any of those when i was already high from all the excitement.. was glad that my friends actually dragged me to the concert..although just a short one.. but it was one where we can release all of anger and stressfullness of the exams that were drawing nearer.... so it was amazing.. :)

So that was my happy friday!! Amazing week before the exams... oh well.. now its time to study and do well in it and hopefully will... God has a plan for me and i will just try my best to get the best mark and hopefully be able to move on to Sem 2..... Anywayz.. will post more soon... about life.. maybe after the exams.. but see how it goes... I AM BACK!! and i will like to thank my supportive friends for changing me back to who i really am... Good luck to everyone with their exams... ill be praying for u all.. im sure u will all do well.. lets get through this hell with all our might and come out victorious at the end of the day!!! HAVE A NICE DAY!!! AND JasonK signing off.... ;)

ilovedyou;
10:05 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

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TYPING CRAP IN UNI!!!

Hey Everyone... sorry havent been updating my post for a long time.. have been too busy with the assignments here.. I wonder why does everyone say that the best year of our lives are always during UNi... Im still wondering cause i feel like its hell.. i dont see anything nice about it.. Firstly, its the assignments that we have to do and hand up every month.. WHY!!!!!!!??? in the world are we doing so many assignments?? Dont we have to study for our exams.... Sometimes i feel like its the uni's way of making our moneys worth by giving us more work to do........ like i told my friend... we pay more money to get more work..... Well... To the uni people... "More money means more holidays...not more work.. we dont need the load of shit u give to us for the whole sem.. just give us more holidays and we will be glad to pay u the freaking fees" .. LOLZ.. Well.. thats my thinking at least.. cause, i suddenly feel like i have no time to study for my exams already even though i have another week until my first paper starts.. yes... 1 WEEK!!!!!! This is the breakdown of my exam timetable...

5th of JUNE -----------> Accounting....(NOOOOO!!!!)
6th of JUNE -----------> Microecons ( WHY PUT THEM TOGETHER?? )
12th of JUNE ----------> Bus Stats ( Whee.. maths.... yet.. im still afraid.. )
17th of JUNE ----------> Management ( Im going to party during the exam... not because its easy... just dont want to study anymore by this time.. lolz)

and this is the breakdown of my studying progress...

Accounting -------------> 15%
Micro -------------------> 5%
Bus Stats ----------------> 30% ( counting on last year's knowledge..lolz)
Management ------------> 0%
TOTAL -----------------> IM FUCKED!!!!

Yeah... i used fucked alright.. cause u know what.. im back to my old self.. my fun side at least... or is it my bad side.. hmm... well.. dont care.. im moving on and im back to my old self b4 the MUFY years... at least im more opened and more fun... although.. im still learning to be a better person/gentleman.. but at the same time.. my vulgar side is opening up again.. My friends were right in scolding/ advising me that i should move on.. since the person i use to like doesnt really give a rat's ass about me anymore.... so yeah.. no more emo... now IM ELMO!!! the vulgar ELMO at least... and my theme is " Tickle me and watch me shout vulgarities at u!! " ... HAHA... XD

eg.
*tickles* "Hey you fucking blowjob(thx russel peters), stop touching me and fuck off"

lolz....

Oh well.. yeah.. and i also promised my friend, sze that the vulgarities will be at an all time low.. I HOPE!!! haha.. Well.. a promise is a promise....so to SZE: " FUCK!!" are u laughing yet?? haha...

Man.. im typing all this in Uni.... everybody that passes by will most probably see all this... Oh NO.. " covers face with hood".. now people will be thinking im typing an emo post since i have my hood on.... =.=" LOLZ....

Anywayz.. yeah.. i hope everybody is doing fine wherever they are now.. im missing u all, ereally missed those MUFY times we had together( * I always looked back at the times we had everytime im alone on the public systems here.. Amazing times*) ... and i wish i was back in Malaysia now hanging out with u all and studying with u all.. you all are more fun to study with... unlike here... " IM ALONE" ........ sadzzz....... nah.. its not because im alone.. just dont really have a big bunch of friends that have the same subs i have to study with... just one friend...... and thats bad.. lolz..

Anywayz.. have to get to lectures already.. ill post more soon i hope.. and this time there are no pics cause havent uploaded them yet at home.. so hopefully will do something soon... ciao.. and good luck with ur exams.. will be praying for all of u!!! JASON K signing off.. ;)

HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

ilovedyou;
10:10 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

goodbye;

Look at how indulged they are with their crepes, jeane had nutella and xin nee had strawberry crepe... had another name...just lazy to type it out.. ( ABOVE AND BOTTOM)

Chilling out week

Hello everyone!!! Hope u all are doing great... Cause im not... freaking assignments... what freaking university does so much assignments??!!!!...... in fact.. what job does so many freaking assingments.... no time to study for the exam at all... M i going to get screwed or what... damn.... ANywayz... today was a day to rest from the hectic life and me and Alvin treated Jeane and Xin nee lunch, one reason was because Jeane's B'day just past so we wanted to treat her.... and well... we treated xin nee.. cause.... hmm... its a secret... shh... haha.. XD... Welll didnt mind treating them cause havent seen them in a long time... and since i didnt have a gf to treat.... i just wanted to spend on them instead.... even tho im not rich... its just something i wanted to do since i didnt get any present for Jeane. Anywayz.. we went to a place called A1 cafe where they served... a rice dish with omelette and meat... and it was pretty good i might say..a bit like nasi pataya.. but its chinese version , with roast pork , roast chicken and whatever u want inside.. i had the meat and seafood combination which comprised of chicken meat, char siew and 2 prawns... guess.. prawns are the only seafood in the world now... LOLZ.. After lunch, we went to the supermarket as Jeane and Xin nee wanted to buy groceries... and then we went to the Coles supermarket.. ( like Giant) to buy more stuff, while the were busy shopping.. i was on the other hand busy fidling with the plaster to put on my hand because of injuries from badminton... i actually wasted 2 of xin nee's plaster.. lolz.. the first one was wasted because i pasted it wrongly.. yes.. im a noob... thats why i need a gf to help me!!!.. lolz.. the second one.. well.. was because while trying to tear off the paper wrapping of the plaster.. i accidentally tore the plaster into two halfs (shh.. dont tell xin nee this either.. she will kill me...=P) , so had to suffer with the expose wound.. damn, it was sooo funny and then xin nee gave me a look as if she knew that i did something stupid, but didnt say anything.. luckily.. pheew!! HAHA!! ..... pretty much grocery shopping the whole afternoon.. and then we went to a crepe place... to eat dessert.... Well i didnt have any.. but the girls did.... Havent tried crepes yet.. so cant describe how good it is... i was full... so couldnt be bothered of tasting theirs... Lolz.. and later on me and Alvin left the girls to do our own shopping ourselves.. more of Alvin going shopping than me... he wanted to buy a watch... an expensive one... LOlZ.. so basically walked the whole city to find his watch and when we found the shop.. it was closed.. =.=" so sad.... so we went to have coffee instead.. max brener's super coffee place to hang out.. love that place... :) and then we had to find dinner.. which was ramen and sake... we had sake cause it was damn cheap at 6 aussy dollars for a bottle.. which was pretty reasonable to us... and it kept us warm from the cold weather.. so why not?? HEHE....... wish i had a gf to stop me from consuming too much alcohol..................... YEAH RIGHT!!! Alcohol rockzzzzzzzz.... XD but dont drink it often.... just when i find cheap ones... :)

Seriously, i really wish i had a gf to keep me in a straight line.... im starting to veer off to a not sooo good side... i still wish xin nee was with me... haizz... oh well.. guess i cant expect people to be there all the time to guide me huh.... Too much influence from friends here that are causing me to start swearing again... but still not as much... but yeah.. i need somebody to guide me through life.... I NEED XIN NEE!!!!! Talking about fate screwing up my relationship with her.. but fate did a lot of stuff yesterday... for me to notice at least... Like yesterday.. i was suppose to go to the city to meet up with all of them.. but when i reached the tram stop... i saw the tram leave right in front of me... and the next one was another 30 minutes waiting time... so i decided to take the bus to the next tram stop at Sydney road... and when i got there, the tram was also right in front of my eyes.. leaving....i was like... wat the.. hell...... wats wrong with my luck today.. so thought maybe i should try the train just 5 minutes walk.. when i turned around.. i could see the train just pulling into the station from far away... then i started swearing big time... no la.. just kidding.... i just kept on thinking whether i should go to the city or not.. since it was already 130 and i was suppose to meet them at that time... but something told me to take the tram and just chill out... so i followed it... and i got on the next tram... i started taking pictures of the trees in Parkville to let u all see when suddenly, the tram stopped in front of IH ( the place where xin nee and Jeane are stying) and i noticed somebody familiar.. It was xin nee... i thought maybe it was just a coincidence but later i found out that she also missed the tram when she got out of her hostel..... then it hit me.. if whether fate or god is doing something.... I mean out of the hundreds of trams and the time... it wouldnt be so accurate to be able to bump into each other just like that.... and u know what... while we were sitting together in the tram going to the city... the only songs that played on my phone were love songs and the chinese songs that we used to listen during our MUFY years.... in my mind... it was either i had a bad day... or this was all planned or something... Its amazing how things can turn up this way... but u know what..... Im still a pussy... i never had the guts to tell her how i feel in front of her.. never dare to confront her.. .maybe im a LOSER thats why she left me......... I still love her smile... it melts my broken heart everytime she does that... I dont care what people say about her... To me.. she is the one i love... and i should have told my parents about her... im so proud to tell my uni friends here in Australia that i think she is cute and i still love her... Haizz... Too bad for me that i lost her... i was never the same again when she left me... even now.. i realise that im no more who i used to be... a brave guy, a guy that loves to joke..... ive lost everything... because i lost my star.. i lost my map... i lost my direction in life... i know its emo... but i just cant help it..... IM JUST LOST!! i seriously need a gf.. LOLZ... Its torturing going through this... but as long as Xin nee is happy... then... ill just suffer in silence...

Anywayz.. thats all for this week.. ill be busy next week with a wave of assignments.. which i dont know if i can finish or not.. lolz... but see how it goes.. and i believe god will guide me through this.. :) Below are pictures of the autumn season in Australia... i took in on the tram, so it doesnt look tooo nice.... its just a preview to entice u all to come here to see it for yourselves.. :) . If i have the time to go take better pics, i will... so anywayz.. hope u all have a great week... hope to chat with some of u all soon.. and type in the chatterbox if u all ever visit my blog... the chatterbox looks sooooo lonely... lolz.. anywayz... ciao guys and gals and have a nice day!!!!! jasonk signing off from Melbourne in the Season of Golden leaves....:)

ilovedyou;
7:53 PM

Monday, May 05, 2008

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BLOG TRANSFORMATION

Hey everyone.. i know exams are coming and everybody is stressing out on their assignments and have to study at the same time..... Well.. i looked through Kenny Sia's blog.. and i found this cool translator.. just type in my blog address to Laugh ur asses of to keep ur stress at an all time low!!! So try it people if u want to just have a laugh...

http://benglish.kennysia.com/

Anywayz.. have fun with it.. and dont stress too much everyone.. just take it one step at a time.. its hard to do that.. i know.. but once in a while.. rest... or else u wont even survive till the exam period... Its just one more month anywayz then it will be one month holidays .. so hang in there everyone!!! Ill be praying for all of u!! .. :) HAVE A NICE DAY!!! TAKE CARE!!!

ilovedyou;
9:10 PM

Saturday, May 03, 2008

goodbye;

My First Movie In Australia!!!

Went out yesterday night with my cousin and his friends to go check out the latest release, Iron Man!! Really awesome movie and it was funny as well.. i loved the gadgets and the cars that were used in the movie... Basically the whole movie is about how Iron man was created and what made Tony Stark ( played by Robert Downey Jr) create Iron man and as usual there is always a few villains in his way to copy his suit and give him hell and im ending it there. If you want to know what its really about go watch it.. Its really good.. Erm.. to me its a bit like Transformers/Spiderman/Cool gadgets kinda show. It was super awesome.. thats all i can say.. lolz.. not that good in narrating about movies.. only my friends sze and Karina are good at it.. I think the movie will only excite males rather than females since its quite action packed than love scene kinda show.. and there are lots of cool gadgets and the graphics were awesome as well. Other than that, Robert Downey Jr was the right man to be used in this film cause he usually does those serious kind of movies and his basically matches Tony Stark's personality in the movie as an arrogant and serious guy adding a few funny moments in the movie. I personally would give Iron man a 4 out of 5 porno movies ( this is how i rate my movies.. :P) .. So go watch it!! Its quite worth it spending money on movie tickets to watch this movie so go and spend people... Lolz..

okok.. i know im bad at photo shopping skills...at least im learning.. woohhoo.. im iron man... so cool!!! haha..

Anyways.. this is all i have to recommend this week.... Dont forget... GO WATCH!!! Its cool, funny and full of action.. almost actually.... but its super... anywayz.. Jason K, the next iron man signing off!!! Have a great week and nice day everyone!! =)

He is making his first suit

He (Robert Downet Jr) is sooo gonna blast u away with his super blaster hands in this movie

ilovedyou;
2:04 PM