Wednesday, March 05, 2008
goodbye;
We are in Jeane's room.. as u can see.. thats jeane and xin nee looking at porn.. :P , look at how indulged they are at the porn... wahaha.. :)
eeiyer.... got cockroach in the Parkville campus at night.... LOL
This is me.. posing... i dont know why i even do that.. lonely i think.. wait.. no i was bored.. actually they mean the same thing..lol ...
IM back... hopefully .. LOL.. ;P
Well.. hello everybody.. i know i said ill be away for a month.. well.. its march now.. so think its considered a month, lol.. anywayz.. thank you all for supporting and helping me get over this.. and well .. im glad to say that i am back and i am going to go rock Australia... Its really good to have friends. whenever we need help they are there to help .. ANywayz.. its time to put everything behind and just flow through with time and let god guide me to who im suppose to be... he has made his plans for us and im sure its going to be a wild and bumpy one but who cares... its something we are suppose to have in life... challenges.... hurdles to cross.... but god will always be there to help us finish that race.. and to me.. its like learning how to swim or learning how to ride a bike.. no matter how many times we fall.. we still have to get up again and face life and learn how to ride or swim to become better.. this lesson... has thought me to be humble and how humiliating is to let everyone know that u fell and couldnt get up again... but now im back up and ready to go.. I still do love her.. but since there will be no change to it.. then all i can ever do is be a guardian in her shadows... dont worry.. im not being emo.. just saying that i will always be there for her if she needs help but also to all my friends.. ill always be there for u all if u all need any help... its something i love doing actually.. helping people get over their problems.. i know.. even tho sometimes i might not be too helpful but i believe its good to let out those feelings.. it makes us feel better at times.. :)
Anywayz.. already started uni... its very boring.. LOL.. but guess thats what almost everybody will say in Uni.. lectures are the worse especially when the class is so big and you have not many friends.. it really gets pretty boring but no choice... got to listen... haizz.. anywayz.. on sunday .. xin nee came back so when to Jeane's church and then when back to their place to see her.. and boy... was her room empty.. lol.. couldnt blame her cause she just arrived la.. so just hang out there the whole day.. just listening to them talk about their pharmacy course this year and how bad their timetable is.. LOL.. In the evening, we went to eat dinner and then went to xin nee's friend's place to get back some of her things.. and were there a lot of things.. LOL.. i carried all the stuff and wanted to carry a few stuff so that can carry everything back in one go but noOoOo... nobody let me carry them cause they think the box i was carrying was already soo heavy even tho i didnt think so.. actually it was heavy but if i keep on moving... i dont really feel the stress...Inersia i think.. haha.. XD.. Anywayz.. when the girls wanted to go bath .. i decided to leave early so i went back and waited for my cousin outside the Parkville campus.. and after half an hour waiting outside in the cold, my cousin called me and said he is going to be late.. maybe another 40 minutes... so i was like a jackass sitting outside in the bloody cold wheather and froze my ass off... and i had to go to the toilet.. so had to 'Tahan".... it was really numb when i got back... im not blaming anybody.. its not their fault... its because i wanted to save money that i had to suffer.. T.T lol.. wat a kiasu i am right? no choice..... its expensive.. i rather save and but better things with it.. XD..
Anywayz.. then came the next day.. i was actually feeling sick already.. had a slight fever.. and was heading home after a tiring day in uni... xin nee smsed me and ask whether i wanted to meet up with they all or not.. so i knew they had more heavy things to carry so i decided to go even though i was like 50 metres away from the front door of my home .I knew they needed my help.. so went to meet up with them.. and after helping them... i felt even more sick and therefore.. suffered for 3 days with fever going and coming back.. anywayz.. after that.. practically lived life as normal... going to the the night market to check out the food there and they were really nice especially the kangaroo meat , crocodile and emu as well that my friend bought and i just had to steal some of it.. i bought some turkish murtabak....... and...... ewww....... not that nice.. lol.. prefered the kangaroo meat.. XD... had to drink beer after that to kill the murtabak's taste.. haha..
Rest of the week as just ordinary just hanged out with my cousin and his gf most of the time.. really had a great time with them even tho they were so lovey dovey.... eww... XD.... played some monopoly with them over the weekend as i missed all the hotels they built.. wahaha... i rock.. and i collected money from them instead but at the end of the day i was second richest cost my cousin's gf collected money from the all the railroads she owned.. damn... my cousin's fault la.. gave her the good stuff.. haha.. oh well.. we played till quite late on saturday and couldnt wake up the next day for church so ended going late.. lol.. anywayz.. nothing much went on this week.. but hopefully i will post a more interesting one next week as the Moomba festival i coming up this weekend.. hopefully can meet up with everybody and have tons of fun.. till then... jason k signing off and HAVE A NICE DAY!!! =)
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