Wednesday, February 13, 2008
goodbye;
Have you ever looked at the stars and wonder about how beautiful life is on earth or how beautiful earth is?? Its amazing how stars look here in Australia, i mean they are almost they same as malaysia but you have this feeling kind of feeling when you see the stars here.. maybe its only me.. but i found out how amazing it felt when i was gazing at the stars in the sky.. clear and bright...
It made me appreciate the life that i had on earth, the beauty we had and i wondered why we had to destroy it all just like just because we were pursuing to be a modern society? why must we destroy everything to pursue wealth and fortune? what is the point of pursuing all this when we sill suffer when earth is destroyed?
Even when i was in the airplane.. i gazed out at the dark sky glittered with the thousands of shiny stars, i thought about my life and my past and how could i be a better person in this new place i was going to and i asked myself why should we follow people's culture of being rude, being arrogant, being racists or even selfish when it's us who controls our own lives and it is us that has our own mind , own thinking.... it is not about being cool our being the best guy or gal in the group, whats the point of being cool when we are not even in our own personality when we follow this losers? Forgive me if im not talking about my daily life and some emo stuff now, but go think about it... why should we do all this? what benefit does it provide? why should we be weak and let people climb over our back just because we are nice? why should be taken advantage of just to have friends? i rather have no friends than to have friends like them... why should we be unappreciated for things that we have done and be their Bi***s ?
I guess i know why god didnt want adam and eve to eat those apples.... it gave them conciouness of being a human being which has led to the many disasters, wars, and racism war over the millions of years...
Well anywayz.. that was just brooding over it for the past week... so thought of just voicing it out on the blog.... and yah.. as i have promised some people.. i will post my australia life soon.. dont have enought pics la.. LOL.. =P anywayz.. jason signing off.. ciao guys and gals.. and Have A Nice Day!!
